We often pray and ask God to a lot of things He can do but that we don’t really expect. Worship leaders in particular will often do something like this before a service.
But that call made me realize that while I pray these things, I don’t honestly expect God to actually do it.
I eagerly desire to see God move, but don’t even know what it would look like if He did. I always assume it will look supernaturally spectacular, saturating all my senses; that I will feel it enveloping my emotions.
But much of the time this is not my experience.
So there is a cynicism at work in my heart, whispering in my ear that it’s up to me, and the best that I should expect is for everything to go according to plan.
I don’t think he’s alone in this assessment. Read the whole post here.